The me I want to be.

There are two sides of me. First of there is "Ruby Flanagan" who is the Ruby who cannot function in the morning without a cup of coffee, who forgets to reply to texts once she's read them, who procrastinates to hell by avoiding important work and responsibilities, who eats cold Chinese food for breakfast, who always has a wonky fringe. This is the Ruby that i am day to day that I have been my entire life but it isn't the Ruby I want to be. 

The second side of me is completely different and consists of everything i dream of being. This is Ruby Flanagan. She is amazing. She is confident and is proud of herself for everything she has ever achieved, especially the time she marathoned the entire Lord of the Rings trilogy in one night. She is spontaneous and tries to surprise herself daily. She is optimistic and has high hopes for everything and everyone. She is the sim with the best traits.

I have always felt held back by "Ruby Flanagan" so i have never been able to merge the two personalities into one. 

Recently i've felt very nostalgic, i've looked back at old pictures at ridiculous times in the night remembering the good times but also remembering the chances i've missed because I've stood in the way of myself. 

But not anymore; i have now made a vow. 

I vow to say yes more.

I vow to step out of my comfort zone more.

I vow to compliment myself once a day.

I vow to sing more.

I vow to do whatever makes me happy.

I vow to become more like Ruby Flanagan (but not forget to be "Ruby Flanagan" either! - i mean Chinese food for breakfast is just too good) 

I vow to be the me i want to be. 

Everyone has a side to themselves that they want to be more like, no one else can unlock this side but yourself. So everyday do one thing that the other your would do, you'd surprise yourself at how quickly your two personalities merge and you soon become the person you want to be. Trust me. 

Bye guys

Ruby x

Song of the week; Fleet Foxes - Can't help falling in love with you.

p.s I joined a band! (Spontaneous decision) called Elder Fawn. We are a indie/folk/rock band, i play violin and sing mainly. We are only starting out but it would be amazing if you could support us by liking our Facebook page and subscribing to youtube links below. Thank you! 

Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ElderFawnBand?fref=ts

Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgWcPgORK-qo4T4oj2V0POQ